I AM SICK OF THIS.

its not that i dont want to be a friend and help you.
but maybe its time you take responsibility for your own actions.
and not calling people at one in the bloody morning to cover you ass.
people need sleep and people have to work and people have responsibilities.

you say that your parents dont trust you.
but you betrayed it in the first place.
telling them that you had work when you are out.
or not telling them at all.
ever put yourself in their shoes?
you've betrayed their trust and now you expect them to just trust you as though nothing has happened?
you have to earn it.
just like everything else.

i want to be honest thats why i'm saying all this.
and i'm not being honest to your face because i dont want to hear it.
if i'm right or not.
i dont care.
think what you want to think.
say what you want to say.
i'm trying to knock some sense to you that why i'm saying this.

i know you miss her and you want to spend time with her.
but get your priorities right.

i'm sick of this.

thats why i'm so over it.
i'm not going to do this anymore.